The grim realization of life............

And all that dwells in it...................

Its happened, its finally happened, bouts of depression for me are infrequent but lately the warnings of it are seen. Its normally very rare for me and happens in doses but lately it comes and goes (eventually) within, I dunno minutes.

Life sucks at the moment and I dunno why. It shouldn't. Friends of mine are still in Galway, IM getting eminem tickets and I have a small amount of money incoming.

I hate this, this feeling of nothing. I have to help someone move move in a few but if I still didn't have friends around I dunno where id be, probaby dead. A quote i got the other day stated that "The best way to make urself feel happy is by making someone else feel better" Mark Twain

My life is at a stage unvoluntarily based on that quote methinks.
Now to put on the brave face and walk boldly foward to ........ to ................. nothing
Goodbye and Farewell


For now........